July 15, 2011

Feeling a little blue

  Hey girlies, I had another post all set and actually put up but I decided to take it down and save it for later. I don't know what it is, but for the past couple of days I just haven't felt right. Not like sick or anything, I think it's sadness. But the weird thing is, I don't have anything to be sad about. I just don't feel good about myself. I think the reason is my hair, which is crazy. But I am one of those people who always takes pride in getting ready and looking good. Don't get me wrong, I have my lazy days where I would throw my hair up in a bun and call it good. But on most days I would curl it or straighten it or do something with it to make it look pretty. Now I can barely even touch it without it breaking off into little pieces :(. The most frustrating part is I don't know what to do about it. I've used maskes and deep conditioners over night and I haven't used any heat on it but I feel like it's not getting better. It has only been a week since the tragedy happened and I know that's not enough time, but I really feel hopeless about it. Especially cause it's breaking off at the roots so I can't even cut the bad spots out or cut inches off to make it better. I think what really set this off was seeing old pictures of me with my long gorgeous hair :(. So here is a little peak at what I used to look like, and maybe it'll make someone think twice about bleaching their hair cause I never thought this would happen. Sorry about this kind of pointless post, I just wanted to vent and I guess this was the best place to do it.
  Okay, I'm done pouting for now. I'm gonna paint my nails and go to bed. Thanks for listening <3


  1. Awww I completely understand how you feel. My hair got a bit like this a little while ago. I recommend not using any heat on your hair in the meantime, and definitely talk to a hairdresser :) You do have gorgeous hair though, and it will all be fine!!

  2. Ughh I know! It's just SO hard to not do anything to it! It's been either in a pony tail or up in a messy bun every single day :|